Today was Syed's bday! Happy bday! We went to LOK LOK there for the celebration after class! haha... =) We had bough him a Tees, like what i've said. haha.. hope u like it ya, bday boy! haha...
There's another topic for today. It was quite depressed me. The story starts like this... well, after finish the class for english 2, i ask sylvia out so that me,and julie can have a private conversation about the issue. It seems like it doesnt helps, but making it to a worser stage. Sylvia just cant be honest. She still lying, and covering something. When i ask her who's the one who saying that i say julie told everyone that julian is playing with sylvia's feeling? She just answer that she cant spoke that person out. According to her "swear", she still dare to say that she miss julian everytime, and very guilty on him. Even cry in front both of us, showing us how said she were.
Im really tired, that person who create up this stupid thing is u lar! why u stil denying? Do You know that you makes me feel so awkward when i saw julian! You hampir make julie misunderstand me! What are you really up to, huh? just because you envy that the one you want is closer to me so you want to back stabbing me? You the one who say want to breakup with him, sylvia. You the one who say he's so poor, giving you lousy birthday present. You the one who get tired on the relationship. Yet, till the end.. You say that is your parent doesnt like him. If you parent do really doesnt like him, the problem & conflict shall already happen earlier ago since the first day you bring him to your house for parent "interview". And one more thing, you tell different thing to different person. When everything comes up together, all your lies had being broken down. This makes me hates you more. You told me the reason you dont wan too close with ray is because ray told you that the rumours between you and him are too over, he wanted to stop it. Yet, you told yen san the reason why you dont be so close to him is because i like him. So you give me the opportunity. What the heck are you talking about, huh? if you really think that im really a friend of urs. What's the purpose of creating so many types of reason in yet you are the one get rejected by him because he dont like you to keep "molese" him.
I really felt so disappointed on her. sigh. I cried in that nigh, feeling despair. I know my own concept, once i lost the trust on someone, i just cant trust him/her that easily. Everything she tolds me will be question in my mind. Im really tired, you know the feeling? I do precious the 3 years friendship between me and her. But i just cant force myself to trust her anymore. I cant even advice myself. I tried. But i failed for the second time when i saw what u did. Im really tired. I do... So sry, my friend. I choose to ignore u from now on. 