TO: MY DEAR DIARY...

It seems like I've already used to it the way how u ignore me. I've started feel despair, and disappointed on you. You used to be someone that i care most, u used to be the one i love most, but you just let me go, so suddenly. And all types of method u used just to get rid of me. Somehow, i do ever wish to ask, do you really love me in these 3 years? if yes, why u had to breakup with me? Is jojo really that important for u, until u have to choose her instead of me? am i really a burden for u? u know i had to suffer how much pain to persuade myself to let u go? do u understand the pain I've get? Do u know im still crying when im thinking about u?

nope, u didn't. You didn't care at all. You still the same, since the break up. You choose to abandon me. 

Right now, i just wish i can find the one, who really can stay with me together. Accept who i am, And NEVER EVER leave me alone, or giving up our relationship that easily, like what u've did last time.

To someone i concern: 

"when i still concern and treasure you

please treasure me back

once the moment had already became a past

You are not longer anything for me"