7 August 2012 Tuesday

bringing miss kelly to the souvenir shop nearby waterfront tonight before we went to have badminton.. after she bought some souvenir, me and ray and karmond bring her to have a ride with the sampan from waterfront to the opposite bay for our dinner. There are so many cat! sobx!~ mouse dont like cat arh! one more reason is cat will makes me reminds of that guy. Order nasi goreng daging yet doesnt know daging is referring to beef! luckily ray exchange his nasi goreng ayam with me. phew~ ><




after dinner, around 8:30pm, we straightly went to winner court to play badminton. Once ray park his car, i saw hock's car parking at there. i really dont want to see him at all. You know hw hard i have to control myself totally not to think about him? when i think i can totally forget about him, yet i saw him! BUT, im glad. He didnt even want to look at me. This gives me a big reason for me to become stronger and NOT to yearn back the memories. Even though is sweet memories, but there's no reason for me to stay at the origin point to wait. NOT WORTH.

Well, me and ray do quite emo tonight. For my view lar. What makes us different is he's pro on cover up his pain. i emo when i saw that guy. hm, what ray emo on, i shall not spoken out here. Because is the secret between me and him. TRUST bah~ haha... but, i will try my best to be with him when he need anyone to be there as a listener, and gives him the concern.