hmm, sometime in life, we just cant have a perfect life that you wish for. There are be something that makes you different from the others, and there shall be conflicts happen when the time you don't wish it to came. For me, i cant describe my life as the worse, but sincerely.. is not that good as it seems to. 

Me as the girl born in 1991, now aged 22 in 2013. Yet, my aged does not seems like how my characteristic were be. Even though a girl with 22 years old should be matured like other people were be, knows how to improve and own a good looking, and also react like a adult from the inner part. For me, well.. i start to get understand about that since i have my first relationship. He teach me alot, and help me alot. However, it doesnt last long. The relationship ended after 3 years later in the beginning in 2012. 

my mum, she was now a divorce woman. Who kinna have unbalance emotional. She may look like a good mum from the outside, but i guess you will get shock when you really understand her true self. She was quite aggressive. Maybe she was the youngest in her family, she got a brother who treat her so well. Her mum treat her good either. Hence, she was quite mischief. Her attitude doesnt match her aged either. Well, the main point is, whenever she is not in the good mood, especially conflict with my dad. Then i shall became the victim, being scold by her. No matter how awful the words to me, she doesn't cares. Sooner and longer, the depression, and the pain leaves a stain in my heart. I doesn't really trust anyone. I always feel unsure when im alone.