Wednesday, 29 May 2013

Coincidence & dissapointed

Tonight, i pick up kelly to work. Then after finish work.. since i have no activity ( activity cancle jor) after work, i just went back home after sent kelly back. Went to bath, do the hair treatment, then spend some time download songs and scroll through fb, suddenly saw larry post "ray what is the app u used just now. im intreted ;D" well, with a curious feelling, i click in the link, and i found out who my secret crush is..so surprisingly! i delete the picture at the first time in case someone found it, and pretend nothing happen. yet, still at there questioning who's the one is his secret crush. so i sms him ask him instead! he say, i post mine, then he post his. i though that if i relogin the game, the answer will changed. yet, is the same. surprisingly  his secret crush is me! and my secret crush is him! omg lar... this is really kek tiok! i was so confident that he will never think about that he is the one in the result. hais! then when nini play, her secret crush is also him! ahahaha... so funny lar! anyway, this apps really kek tiok me. 

however, i dont know why.. he suddenly say im acting weird these few weeks.. even though he say maybe just his imagination. but i do felt disappointed. last time i broke up, he's the one stay with me to support me. and now, all i want is to treat him back like he help me last time. he is a good friend of mine, i do feel sad if he feel sad. so i try my best to accompany him, so at least he wont feel so lonely. i know how bad it feels when the person you loved cheated on you. so i try all my best on what i can to help him, accompany him, yet tonight he suddenly just say me ACTING WEIRD.. what's the purpose for me to act weird on? i dont need to act. im just me, myself. i feel so disappointing arh! if he really think that the way i help him makes him doesnt feel okay, please tell me then.. k, dont feel want to think anymore. i go to sleep liao. nights!




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