May 20, 2013

hrm.. today is 520 day! lols... well, no matter what day it was, it just the same for me. just that kenichi wish to talk with me through hp yesterday night, cincai lor. so both of us just chit chat for around 2 hours like that then i continue my nap. wait a minute.. let me clarify something first. me and kenichi is just a good buddy. we both experience the pain of relationship, and quite phobia on it. k, continue today's topic. 520 days is i love you day! but i seems not to border about it. because im single! ahahaha... no need lar. i celebrate it washing my baby car end up raining.. and this is my 520 day! hahaha.. lesson learnt from previous relationship. 'boys gets annoyed when girls keep on request to celebrate whose tiny bits of day'. hais. yeah, i agreed right now. because no matter how u going to celebrate those days, does that really helps on the relationship? probably nope. 

see someone close with me just became so down, i do feel pity to them. what can i say? lesson learnt 'never say anything so sure'. its true! this is the most common mistakes that happen around me! seriously.. when someone say, aiyo we just friends lar. dont think too far okay? yet?? end up they together. when someone say ngaiti,, me fall in love with him? impossible okay? yet?? end up suffering coz falling in love with him. i dont say i got much wisdom in life, but i really seen too much of this. and i know every clearly about that. since the broke up, i do learnt alot. i start not to trust someone easily. i will only trust when i saw any action done. not only in relationship, but also in our life, we can see there's are people who only know how to say, instead seeing them taking action. it really pissed me off. so, i always make sure myself dont do the same mistakes, if not i will hate myself! oh ya,  kelly is going to join us working by 25 may. i miss her alot ehh..

anyway, this post is written through ipad. so i guess it gonna abit different compare to my other post. haha...