May 31, 2013

today is a diet day for me, lolz. i diarrhea a lot today. eww~~~ quite tired actually, but i rather react okay, cause i dont wan to be so weak. haha.. why sick? well, seriously.. me myself dont even know why. never mind, not that worse like last time, when the broke up. i eat nothing, yet i keep on diarrhea, it became quite a serious matter that cause my digest system goes wrong. and it became another sickness for me. well, for me, im just want to be a tough one. so, you might know me from the outside, but u wont know the actual me from the inside. im good on pretending. bwahaha...

hm, my mum fall sick today too, just because i spend alot of time on working, then nobody nag her to drink more water, then end up she is sick! lols. so i have to bring her to thr clinic nearby my csmpus area.. then, after that have to nag her, make sure she knows the mistakes, and nag her to make sure she have enough sleep. suddenly, i feels like she became my daugther intead. hahaha.. changing role. 

night time, ray pick me up. then we went to city one for dinner and sent kelly back home. before went to city one, ray bough the tiramitsu again! and i just cant resist the taste. it taste super nice.. its like an addiction for me! a drug! hahahaha... so, i snatch it and drink it instead. lols. i am really si jiak! after i take my salery, we went to eat at shi lin, the food at there, all taste so nice! today we tried the happy bento, tempura and the chicken floss egg roll.. delicious. datin say both me and ray "cheat" on her feeling. she said last time we told her that we were just neighbour, but now we look exactly like a pair of sweet couple. lols! no lor hor! omg lar... dont make him later anti me ehhh.... we were just close buddy that likes to go for food hunting. hais.

that kelly, haiss... she work with datin for around 3 months, yet today was her first time on closing. lols. so i have to teach her how abt the closing. and then make sure everything closed. after sent kelly back, ray bring me go eat porridge. then he give me drink i duno apa tu punya ubat, its powder thingy and it taste weird weird. taste abit like the poh ji wuan, but it taste cold cold, and it feels like sand! hope any medicine can pause my diarrhea.. i really tired spend time at toilet. hais! anyway, stil have to thanks alot for ur concern, kor. the paper bag incident really makes me laugh like nuts! hahaha.. is been awhile i didnt laugh so much acting stupid. ahaha... really happy.

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hrm, anyway.. the words such as "whatever" stills the words that can trigger my madness. my ex the person i concern much yet he is the one always say whatever to me. i just hate people say it, its like light up the dynamic in my brain! and someone just mention "like i care" to me. lols. i do hope, if u dont care, just ignore it. dont tell me okay? hais.. i cant get agressive so easily. ish! patient, i need temper management!