i just realise, as long im with him, the time just pass so fast. so wish i can pause the time. we cuddle together 3 hour plus in car, yet i dont feel like hours! its so fast. i love the way he hug me, he kiss me, he grab my hand, i love him sooo much! hahaha.. anyway, i should thanks to both of our ex, without them, we wont be together right now. thanks to my ex, for letting me have a better chance to find my mr.right. thanks to ray's ex, for giving me a chance to love him more.
somehow, we just cant assume anything, but sincerly.. be together with ray, is never been in my mind! i only dare to love him silently. got reject the first time, yet i never give up. i keep it low, but be there for him. even though its not an easy journey, watching him fall in love to another girl one by one, but all my mind is as long he is happy, its totally worth it. maybe touced the god because of my spirirt? and i got my reward from god now, he became my mr.right!
what i can say is, no matter how hard the coming journey would be. as long for him for our future. i will never give up. i will show him, how much i really love him. haha... omg lar me.. the nicer he treat me, the more i got drunk. its like a dream! im so happy ehh. hahaha... so wish we can have one whole day spend together, sleep together, cuddle together.. sweet sweet de two ppl world. <3
guess what, tonight we kiss around 80++ times in a night, wow?
<3 this one hehehe :3
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