13 December 2013

I believe we experience new things in our life, or even understands something. We tend to grow up through the experiences and environment. I believed that all of those we experience will makes us better. When i was in secondary school, i starts to write diary on the books, one by one.. i never miss out a day. however, when i wrote until the moment i meet my ex. i changed. i still write diary how we started till we were together. years to years, til the third years we been together, all my diary only fill with all those unhappy and disappointing feeling towards him. im so pissed to write anything about him, so i stopped. (anyway.. im glad this sucks relationship end. most important, i found a better person that worth.) 

what i experience today, those who tend to enjoying giving compliment to other people, no matter they no mean to offend you or they meant it. i just cant stand it, but i try to cover up. i will try to handle my anger, even this took time, but i will never give up. treating people back the same way how bad they treat us doesn't helps us to decrease our karma.
what happen today that makes me keep recalling back, is about the socket and plug issue. well, it might not a big deal for everyone. but for me, its something that i cant ignored. why when the time we used the extension wire with three plug, julie speak out that its so dangerous lar, will explode lar, the watt cant support lar, whatever lar. Even dear also support her idea. Everyone, please recall back what happen yesterday. i PERSONALLY DONT THINK THAT what u guys doing about extending two wires are safe either. What about the moment when using nini's extension socket, huh? ray used azie's multiple plug to plug that three caple. so what's the big deal then, huh? i've being ordered to unplug the laptop due "too dangerous". yet, when nini want to charged her laptop. she can just charged.
SO, my point of view, WHAT are these BULL shit then, huh?
a crab what walk horizontally scolding another crab for walk horizontally? i learned that i must not repeat what they do. i must control my anger, mostly i must accept the facts that not everyone is perfect. all i need is to takes people mistakes as guild line to became better.
i had to admit that, no matter how close the people were to me. they react like that, i will get pissed.
during the night time, i prefer to rush my assignment alone since i already done what i need to do. ignored everyone around me, i continue my assignment. im the one lake of time here. luckily im good on understanding, so once i got a guild line, i just can do it so fast. not to bluff, i can do assignment quite fast. i mastered those basic on excel, so its not a big deal.
k, its quite late here. since im quite good on creating video, im planning do something special for dear. a video about us. but i dont want dear to feel unhappy since i ever create video to my ex. although i had deleted those video, but i had created those, and that a fact. so i think i just canceled my though perhaps or just make quietly. haha. but for sure will be next week.