05June2012 Tuesday: 
today, i've seen something so hurt, and i do mind alot. You prefer to went along with her, also doesnt want to see me again. What wrong had i did so wrong, until i totally cant even get back ur attention,huh? i've totally dissapointed.. and i've totally deep hurt. are u break with me just to get promoted by her? i really wish that's not the truth. But, everything i heard and see, is telling me that's what you mean. Is it that's what the reason u said "what's love? i've nothing to gv u either. I only know that i want a secure future with good job" .. You prefer to sacrificed our love just to have a better future, Thank you, for hurting me so deeply to make me awake. To realise, how worthless our love to you.