December 5, 2013

Looks like im still awake in the early in the morning, huh? abuden*
well, seriously.. do had to admit that this year pass so fast. after next year march, im going for the internship. Means im graduates! lols. compare to the first feeling when i join Segi College, i was once feel so excited wanted to explore the world, find a fixed job, earn some money, a living status perhaps? haha... but now, im on the mode that still want to stay at a student life. lols.
anyway, i've finally done my poster, waiting to sent to print by tomorrow, then i shall get prepared for the "exhibition" on saturday. i think theres a big chances that i might be same as today, sleep late again. lols. Sorry owh, dear. Even though knowing that u are going to kill me soon. haha...
talk about ray, reminds me about today. we end up not happy quite few times today. first when he knows that i sleep at 5am, then when i park, quarrel, do poster together, everything lar. hais. dont know why. just feel so down when i see his angry face. hais~ the poster, since im out of time, im already tired, all i want is to get it done as soon as possible, yet his perfectionist tooks alot of time.. argh~ just had to stop him, then end up he's not happy. dear, i know u want to help, im really appreciates that. but the time limit makes me quite worried. thats why.
night, after buying the durian that both of us wait for so long, just because of the road, n that black thing which totally disturbed my view, causing me cant even see anything at all. In that time, all i see is just lights, nothing. i cant even differentiates whether is lamp post or car. i dont even know the distance, no clue! all my mind is so worried. its being so many times both of us arguing becz of the black thing. he just want me to cope with that. i tried to, i really do. but since yesterday, i dont want to try that. Its so dangerous. Unless got sunlight. the view from what i see, is black n lights. so confusing.
anyway, cant just blame u also, u just wan to help me, improve me better. but i can see everytime when u r sad or not happy, u try to tolerate me. i know tolerate me alot, dear. i appreciates that, and i glad about that, n mostly, im so touched, n I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!! muackz~ <3
k le lar. 3am soon, got to go sleep. later 645am need wake up. 730am need pick up dear, 8am need sent poster for printing.